Substance abuse is a psychological and physiological disease that manifests itself through compulsion and consumption. The body decays from habitual substance usage, with mental and physical degradation occurring over time. The sculptures and drawings I create focus on themes of decay and accumulation over time through the lense of alcoholism. Mass consumption of alcohol leaves behind their containers, and I use the forms of these artifacts in my work.

 

Beer cans symbolize not just alcoholism in a physical form, but illustrate an accumulation and passage of time. Often substance abuse lies dormant; beneath our perception of one’s self-destructive behavior. Ultimately we see its ugly presence by observing the evidence collectively. By compiling ceramic can forms into larger sculptures, I am able to convey a sense of collection. The amassment is intimidating and perhaps overwhelming to experience. I compile these sculptures into organic forms such as shapes of the brain and kidneys to further connect alcoholism to the body. Through my illustrations, I use the can form in drawings repetitively, as to add to the sense of amassment. 

 

Using ceramic media allows me to distort the form and surface of the wheel-thrown cans. By denting, ripping, and shattering the forms, I can represent alcohol's damaging effects to the mind, body, and the ones we love. I create a physical representation of disease, but maintain ambiguity to invite a projection of one’s own experience onto my sculptures.